[11:56 PM on Saturday, March 25, 2006 ]

天边风光 身边的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏着什么 我从来都不懂
没有关系 你的世界 就让你拥有
不打扰是 我的温柔

c.

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呛司呛司....... chance chance
[5:06 PM on Wednesday, March 22, 2006 ]

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just want to turn bad and break free
[11:35 AM on ]

突然累了
现在发现到我的包裹越来越重了
但太迟了，我的人生已经被牢牢的锁定了
好想经过一系列的改变，是好是坏
我已经不在乎了，我只想丢下它们一了百了

好多好多责任，但又好像还不够
好复杂。只想逃离这个疯狂世界。。。hehe

t.

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stupid haircut
[12:14 AM on Saturday, March 18, 2006 ]

ok.. i finally cutted my hair due to abit of my desire and of course, popular demands by the millions outside. so i went to the salon near bethel assembly at aljunied after the workshop at 3.30. and we got till 7 because the synergize concert starts at 7.

went with church friends and we made a fool outta ourselves asif the salon is ours.

so the auntie ask me cut what. i say ABIT la, side there, ear there, top there. then leave the front and back. ok lor cut lor. she say cut thin la.. i say ok lor.

then who knows, her thin = short!

so my hair turned up half short la.. and it looks horrible. so hiya, since its so ugly and short, might as well make it shorter at the short-length because it wasnt the very long and short, like in the middle of nowhere. so there you go. complicated stuffs.

and my friends was like, "SHORTER LA!! SHORTER BETTER!!" haiz.. k lo.. so short already.. just go for it man..


then it turned up like that..

top..



side..(my sideburn still there, thank God)





so... i look like that now..









consider the fact that these pictures looks yucky. i took more pictures that are much uglier, and i just deleted them straight away.


i guess this hairstyle is just for the jxs day on monday..






shit, we're gonna take neoprint for emig... -______________________-


and you've know, being a proud founding member of jxs, its normal to go and xs myself in public. hahah. and i just mention that we played in the salon rite? hahha.. yaa.. we've played with their combs, chairs, hair dryer and disturbed their toilets. you know those chairs can adjust up and down one? haha... i keep stepping on the thingy till kana scolded.. =P



ok, back to my hair....
i don't know why different people have different opinion about this. some say its SUPER NICE, SUPER CUTE, SUITS ME!!! while there's some that prefers the old. like me for example.

what on earth is happening.?! but c. fully supports me. thanks alot.. *sobbxxx*

and i thought today was thursday for the whole day till my sis tells me.. -__________-



j.

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[4:10 AM on Friday, March 17, 2006 ]

i will feel very touched if my future boyfriend sings me this song:

乱世浮生 这是你给活着的评语
轻蔑的笑 说尽了你的神气
风吹过来 吹起了你白色的衣领
也吹走了 我的悲观的相信

经过了 谁和谁相遇 有谁和谁分离 最后把自己交给了命运
命运像 失控的马戏 小丑开始哭泣 大象猴子跑进城里

因为有你 因为有你 变 换整个场景 那犹豫好像可有可无的道具
因为有你 紧抓着你 像 坐上纸飞机 漂浮吧 飞过混乱世界的逻辑

没有原因 为什么一定要有原因
有人到了 七十岁还问原因
乱世浮生 这是你笑着说的唇语
就算一秒 也要快乐的决心

经过了 谁和谁相遇 有谁和谁分离 最后把自己交给了命运
命运像 失控的马戏 小丑开始哭泣 大象猴子跑进城里

因为有你 因为有你 变 换整个场景 那犹豫好像可有可无的道具
因为有你 紧抓着你 像 坐上纸飞机 漂浮吧 飞过混乱世界

经过了 谁和谁相遇 有谁和谁分离 最后把自己交给了命运
命运像 失控的马戏 小丑开始哭泣 大象猴子跑进城里

因为有你 因为有你 变 换整个场景 那犹豫好像可有可无的道具
因为有你 紧抓着你 像 坐上纸飞机 漂浮吧 飞过混乱世界的逻辑

昨天的 烦恼就丢在上个世纪

c.

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tootz..
[8:14 PM on Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ]

who dare the spammer comes in jxs official website and wreak havoc?!
if i ever catch him, he'll be DEAD...




anyway...
re: 20th march 2006

10.00am: t. and c. meets up and go j. house
10.30am: sets off to marina for KLUNCH!!!!!!!
11.00am - 2.00pm: KLUNCH I-N-G~ happy i-n-g~
2.00pm - 6.00pm: movie or neoprints?
6.00pm - 7.00pm: dance
7.00pm onwards: whatever.....


ok??

will have our AGM before/after emig meeting..

ok??


j.

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pictures
[9:30 PM on Tuesday, March 14, 2006 ]

ok, i just received some photos tdy and i'm quite surprised to see t's face. (actually, not very surprising. wherever angie is, he will be there also! haha) i uploaded the pictures here so you can save your pic ah. click to enlarge, and den right click, save as..., ok? i got pics of angie too. if you wan, just let me know.



c.

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back from singapore
[12:21 PM on ]

1st day:
- eat slp eat slp
2nd day:
-slp eat suntan eat slp
3rd day:
-kan chiong kan chiong ZzzZzzz...
-lead praise and worship singing infront of the youths of the church
(lucky for the basic training in Kbox!) i managed to pull thru.. phew
4th day:
-play dodgeball, v. fun
-came back to singh-kapo (singapore)
-went to dance
-watched shaggydog
-mama called told me there was a blackout, no lift!!!
goota climb 14 stories of dark creepy stairs!!!! but lucky power came back wen reached home


now ar.........
super sian ar!!!!
hmmmm.... den read de post aft so long i hef gone...
realised there has been a Spammer!!! put so much and so huge fonts!!
take up so much space
wa liao.......
hahax
hmmmm.... lets hef our agm on this date - 20/3/2006 at cheryls hse? bring laptops along
~den we will finalise our membership things~

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bloooogggiinnnnggg..
[12:04 AM on ]

why is no one doing the posting....? any xia suay experience or jxs story to share?



WE SERIOUSLY NEED TO START MAKING OUR CLUB TEES AND LANDYARD!!!!!!!!!


j.

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"it was you all along.."
[1:15 AM on Saturday, March 11, 2006 ]

because t. is not in singapore, it's only left with j. and i.
went to a couple of places tdy,
and spent the entire afternoon wasting the extra hours we had.

tomorrow is yet another day..
another day with j., and a day with angie.

smu, here i come!


回忆太美 现实太累
我不想追 也不想睡
我只想飞 自由的飞 不管你是谁

c.

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today
[12:24 AM on ]

this is what happened to me today(10march06)...
  1. met up with my members at mrt at 130pm
  2. they left shortly after, because i dont wanna them stone with me while waiting for cheryl and gang
  3. met up with cheryl... then veeling and esther.. cheryl bought sushi and gave me 1 =D
  4. den walk to campus for meeting.. on the way we had an encounter with a crazy boy.
  5. had the meeting at the corridoor of rp centre -______-
  6. finished meeting, walked back causeway point, lucky the crazy boy not there anymore.. went kfc.. now veeling left..
  7. then esther left too..
  8. then at kfc, we saw a bright MOON by the handwashin area!!! wanted to poke a straw to mark our visit, but......
  9. we left kfc immediately..
  10. took a bus to around chestnut area, see big houses and chestnut drive sec and torsen's condo minimart and playground..
  11. then, bukit batok mac, sit there enjoy aircon and read cheryl's chat log..
  12. then i went on my 43min train ride to toa payoh from bukit batok to have cell, with cheryl's companying me of 1 stop, how nice of her..........
the end..

j.

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[1:48 AM on Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ]

最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人
想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞变成了习惯
习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘
不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚

我只想对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在混乱中
翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
有一种爱的曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少的无声哭泣
不懂爱情
我的心如此无力

其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪已握在手心


 最后我们分开了
虽然还是朋友....


j.

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the hidden msg.
[5:21 PM on Monday, March 06, 2006 ]

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你 写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽停在这里

i love you.

c.


ps: edited the blog abit. will do the main pic soon.

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nil..
[3:05 AM on ]

sometimes.. i just wanna jump on the plane and fly to nowhere and jump off the plane and lands on my house directly on my bed!!!!



just kidding, just being lame and bored..

hahah... all of u sleep already.. sianz..


j.

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i didnt mean to fall in like with you..
[11:03 PM on Sunday, March 05, 2006 ]

j.: you got cell wat!! how to ask you along... and it was a last min plan. and no, my status is still single lah.. wat significant half? only tim is almost attached loh..

---

dont really haf anything to blog about..


i cant believe i'm saying this but...
i like you more and more as each day passes..

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oh ya..!!
[1:52 AM on ]

opps.. forgot to tell you guys..

today is my church friend's bday and she invited us to this place and celebrate her bday.

this place is so cool!!! got nice nice nice card/board games to play and free flow food and drinks!!!!! if you dont know how to play, the staffs can teach and play with you!

i dont know about the price though, i heard its charged by hours.

its called settlers' cafe

j.

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spit spat spot
[1:29 AM on ]

WHAT?! YOU GUYZ WENT KBOX WITHOUT ME?!?! i didnt get noticed man...

so sad.... SOBXX.. and since you guys already found your other half, looks like im the one being lonely now... lonely~.. im so lonely~..



..but anyway stuffs aside, its preaching time!!
-by junior pastor emmanuel iker tan ah toot chen jinguo casillas farhan kaka mohammad s/o krisnamoorthy.


it starts form Daniel 3:1-7..

Nebuchadnezzar the king made an image of gold, whose height was sixty cubits, and its breadth six cubits. He set it up in the plain of Dura, in the province of Babylon. Then Nebuchadnezzar the king sent to gather together the satraps, the prefects, the governors, the counselors, the treasurers, the judges, the justices, and all the officials of the provinces, to come to the dedication of the image which Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up. Then were gathered the satraps, the prefects, the governors, the counselors, the treasurers, the judges, the justices, and all the officials of the provinces, to the dedication of the image that Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up. And they stood before the image that Nebuchadnezzar had set up.

Then a herald cried aloud, To you it is commanded, O people, nations, and languages, at the time you hear the sound of the horn, the pipe, zither, the lyre, harp, bagpipe, and all kinds of music, you shall fall down and worship the golden image that Nebuchadnezzar the king has set up. And whoever does not fall down and worship, at that moment they will be thrown into the middle of a burning fiery furnace.

Therefore at that time, when all the people heard the sound of the horn, the pipe, zither, the lyre, harp, and all kinds of music, all the people, the nations, and the languages, fell down and worshiped the golden image that Nebuchadnezzar the king had set up.


wordy. so i summarise again..

king of babylon build a gold giant statue for himself at the plains of dura. and he invited all the officials to come for the dedication of the statue

then he commanded; at the sound of the music, those who dont worship the statue will be burnt alive!

so everyone worship the statue.


remember i said king of babylon is the-evil-of-this-world? yup. and he wants everyone to idolise him. eg mayday, jaychou, shinwa.. just kiddin.. haha.. and everyone just worshipped him lor.


the reasons are
  1. everyone was caught unprepared
  2. everyone is doing it
  3. its cool

1) the officials were invited suddenly to the dedication. they dint know whats gonna happen. just like us, we arent preparing for the LAST DAY to come. thats what gonna happen to us if it comes, to surrender and worship the-evil-one.

2)if you think that everyone is doing it, its alright, die then die altogether lor. NO!!! follow God for He loves you so much and is willing to give His all just to earn you the right to live in heaven.

3)if you dont bow down before the statue, your gonna make yourself so xia suay (NOT APPLICABLE TO JXS). if you dont worship the statue, your so extra, thats why people worship it. same as us today, if we dont do this do that, we'll be labelled as 'noobs', 'extra' and whatever names you can think of..


so you gotta make your own stand..

end



i ddnt pay much attention to the sermons today so i could type much. but if there's any questions regarding to this article, please ask me.

i feel its good stuffs to listen. i encourage you guys to come along and just to listen to this series of message. =)

j.

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zzz.. so long since the last entry -t.
[11:02 PM on Saturday, March 04, 2006 ]

hey our loyal readers~! (if we haf any)
since the last kbox. tis is another account of a kbox trip
however we are unable to feel the full force of the gang!

because we were miss one member (j.) so sad T_T
he wasn't able to attend this wonderful concert held by our very own
vocal artist ChERyl Wee xUe Ting!

haha..

jss would always be filled with exciting, very de suay events,
so nevertheless, lemme present a mild xia suay event

c. was singing halfway the got tis tall fello walked in, and walked out of our rm for drink orders
so when he left the door shut loudly! so c. was lyk scolding the person
!#%%&$$%@367*#%%@45%@#%^%#&4, coz i forgot wad was said so... *ahem
but den actually was the door spring too strong =_=""

dunno was it worth while to enter tis... but at least an entry for our readers.


so when will be the next kBox gig? can't wait~

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midnight blues..
[1:19 AM on Wednesday, March 01, 2006 ]

we went kbox..

jss + angie(the jss maybe-to-be) + des (the extra -___-")
..suppose to be only jss + angie.. but............



so......
cheryl - des
tim - angie
me - . . . .



then i become sucha big lightbulb =/







... & 4 of us plus angie is talking on the phone now

j.

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